Hi world, I’m back I’ve just been doing through ao much lately it’s like unreal. Something from everyone qnd anybody.
Today I’m blogging because I need to vomit to the world and not the ones around me so they can be worries. Here goes nothing;
.i have been stomach pains
. My father is an abuser of not so great things .
I’m waiting with disability so that I can move with my man\ and my Cody can come too
* feel like it’s just so much to keep it bottle inside because either ppl thing I need to let it go or I’m beating a dead horse or we’ve spent hours talking about it.
I have struggled to this day to get my parents to know what’s going on with my health. It’s hard. My exterior is smiles but inside the really over power me. That is why I’m trying to get help. All I need is patience and sshooms this has been one hell of we week. And my boyfriend
My boyfriend doesn’t know how to get around hi mom n dad. R here.
My relationships in my life have let me down this week. I say this because I put subconscious expectations.. thinking that would do the same.
My boyfriend told me he never had to deal with stuff like that.
My ex bestfriend has completely dug addict weed status
Mother – let me down once again. After the 49yh time.
At the end of the day all I want is to be understood m. I’m scared as FUCK what’s gonna happen with this important key do a relationship. I just don’t wanna be hurt anymore by the references and anger when I do admit my Wong, explain the situation and leave while I’m talk to him. Idk, I just wanna be mellow and relaxed. I have anxiety cause I just fkn deal with it by but u getting job soon iight ?